you pass me by. i reach for your hand. you quickly fade away. just like what happened yesterday. you hold me close. i feel so safe. i feel so warm. we'll live forever in a paridise. livin on earth. from heaven's grace. another day seems like forever. but forever is what i've been looking for. i look at you. you look at me. i fall knowing you'll be there to catch me. i cry knowing you'll be there to protect me. lying with you. the beat of your heart with the beat of mine. the beat of the rain. with the beat of time. forever in harmony we'll be together. livin for eachother. livin in eachother. whoa smack back to reality my dear. it's just a dream. a dream come true. the day i met you. (or the day i layed eyes on you) the pain that stabs my heart so deep. this red paint that flows from my wrists to my feet. the tears that fall from my eyes. i hate to say it but i'm hypnotized. i droped the knife. not once but twice. the sweet sound of your voice blows me away. it's implanted in my head. your picture haunts me every minute until i'm dead. the way your eyes glow. the way you make me feel inside. the way you push my fears aside. i dont know what to say to you. my knees begin to shake. my heart skips a beat in time. that stupid smile i love so much. the sweet sensation of your touch. do you know what your doin to me? do you know this feeling you give me? i have no clue. but please let me know soon. before i pick up the knife once more. *i'm sorry if i'm not a good friend. but no matter what i'll be there until the end. when your weak, i'll be strong for you. when you can't make it, i'll help you through. when you are frowning, i'll be there to smile. when you are crying, i'll be there to wipe your tears. when you are scared, i'll calm your fears. no matter what, i'll do anything i can. because your my best friend. i love you.* *welcome to my world do you see me? i see you, i see past the anger, past the hate, i see the real you, deep inside. look in my eyes and you'll see it to. i sit in the corner and watch you, you turn my way, our eyes meet, you make me weak, you make me melt, you make me smile. you make everything worth while, you get my mind off of everything. i looked to him for comfort but she got it. i walked in circles for most of the time. you stepped in and i saw myself glowing in our eyes. i know you saw it to, but will you take one step closer and realize you see yourself in my eyes?*
*out of all the things i could be thinking about, the only thing on my mind is you. why are you the way you are? i wonder, do you know the feeling you give me? the rush of energy, the thoughts that run through my mind. the way my heart beats, the way my knees shake, i love you no matter what. because i know the real you. maybe your waiting for me to step up and let you shine, but when i'm around you, you shine, baby you shine so bright.* .jpg) -that one song-
the nights are long, but i'll still be strong, i'll still move on, singin' that one song.
[chorus] -you've never been gone, you'll always be here, you the shadow on the wall, your the stars in the sky, your the whisper in the wind, your my imaginary friend, and your always in my dreams, haunting me at night-
the days come and go, oh so fast, every minute i wonder, every minute you pass, when your comin' back to us.
-repeat chorus-
the days never last long, casue theres always that one song, that gets me through the day, yesterday has come and gone, but my heart is still singin that one song,
-repeat chorus-
even though your not around, some how my world still goes 'round, like a broken record player singin' that one song, it goes on and on.
-repeat chorus-
If something may upset you Don't ever let it get you down Don't wear a frown If fortune should forsake you Don't ever let it make you sigh Keep shooting high Be a crooner, not a groaner, never kick Here's a spelling lesson that will do the trick you've got to S-M-I-L-E To be H-A-Double-P-Y Keep it in mind when you're blue It's easy to spell and just as easy to do You've got to S-M-I-L-E It's gonna help considerably Just keep your chin up and give it a try And you'll find silver lined clouds in the sky You've got to S-M-I-L-E To be H-A-Double-P-Y


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Posted at 02:04 pm by penguinphil
May 31, 2004
gah...
ok so senior finals are OVER!!!!! parrrrrrrrrty!!!!! hehe...no really...it's kinda sad..cause i knew a lot of the seniors and it's kinda sad to see them go...it's gunna be sooooo effing hard our senior year!! gah i don't want to grow up...this sucks...
but on a much lighter note we only have like 8 days of school left!! ((but if your stupid and you go on the last day theres 9 days)) and i'm sooooooo excited for summer to finally be here!!! i don't have to worry abotu a buncha shit...sweet!!! lol
anyways so yeah ale told me i needed to update so thats what i'm doing....
Friday...omg friday was sooooooooooooo---------OOOOOO fun!!!!!! me jessW. and kristen went to go see shriek 2!!! awsome movie!!!!! lol we had soo much fun..and then we went back to kristen's house and we started to watch pretty in pink!!!! but we were starting to fall asleep so we just decided to go into kristen's room and talk...we probably talked till like 2 in the morning or something!!! SO FUN!!!! lol
saturday...we had to get up at like 9 or so and go set up for kristen's little sister's 3rd birthday party at the park!!! sooooo adorable!!! hehe...so yea it was really windy so we couldn't really set up and shit...so we just played frisbee((sp??)) then after it was over we took jess home and me and kristen went to the mall!!! SOOOOoO FUNN!!!! i got these nerdy glasses that i'm like in love with!!! lol and OMG i hate kristen!!!! she got the cutest pants EVER from forever 21!!! her ass looks soooooooooooo big in it!!! haha then we went to macy's and kristen found this strapless pink formal dress and she tried it on OMG OMG omG OMG OMG OMG OMG it fit her PERFECTLY!!!! she looked SOOOOOOo pretty in it!! 1not that she it's pretty enough already!! (dont say ANYTHING kristen!! lol)
anyways so now it's monday and i think i'm going to go see the day after tomorrow later today!!! WOOP WOOP!!! lol so i'm gunna go take a shower and do my herrr!!! hehe
Posted at 11:51 am by penguinphil
May 14, 2004
to many days like these!!
i'm done with all this shit in my life i can't take it anymore!!! screw it...
Posted at 07:40 pm by penguinphil
May 9, 2004
god life really sucks ass right now....i hate feeling like i'm stuck in a room...that won't stop spinning...i can't do anything anymore!! i never do anything right....but i'm not going to complain...i'm just going to go sit in my room and scream...or try and cry...or somthing...anything...gah
Posted at 07:09 pm by penguinphil
May 4, 2004
so yeah...just like ale...i'm grounded to!! lol but i can still get online i'm just to lazy to update this thing....so yeah i might not for awhile but you knows lol
Posted at 06:45 pm by penguinphil
Apr 25, 2004
grab life by the balls...
so yeah friday was pretty boring....except for friday night...me, ale, and kristen went to see 13 going on 30! omg it was sooo cute!!! we had to sit in like the 2nd row but its ok cause the seat reclined!! (sp??) and so when the movie started all these like little 7th or 8ths graders came in and the were sooooo loud!! and they sat down and wouldn't stop talking...and they would get up and down and walk in front of the screen and like switch seats then 2 minutes later they'd do it again!! but anyways during the movie we would just start cracking up for no reason at all...and towards the end i said something and we busted up laughing! but it was at the wrong part...cause they whole theater was quite...the movie was like changing scences or something...and then one of the kids in front of us turned around and was all SHH!!! and they wouldn't stop like everytime we would laugh he would say it...and then when the credits came they started throwing pop corn at us...and the i got really mad and started cussing and they were all looking at us and and lauging gah it was sooo annoying...and then we went outside and just started walking around...and we were walking and ale walked into country clutter and so me and kristen just kept walking...and then we sat on a little bench where we could see her and then she started walking towards us so we moved and then she called my phone and i started laughing really loud and she still didn't hear us...and a few times she looked right at us but then looked away...and then she finally saw us and we ran...and all the people around us were all like what the fuck...shit man...FUCK YOU!!! lol it was mean...but oh well...then ale like pushed me into something and i have like a bruise (sp??) on my arm now...oh well...and then ale started making fun of people and we saw this girl with a really short blue skirt..and uhh well she wasn't that skinny lol and so ale said something like look at that girl in the blue skirt and i was like where and i saw her and i busted up laughing and then this scary fat lady with a cane told us that we shouldn't be making fun of somebody's ass haning out when our asses are hangning out (something like that) and me and ale turned around and looked at our asses and they weren't haning out!! lol we were so scared we thought the lady was like gunna kill us with her cane!! lol and the we went to go wait for kristen's mom and all these scary dudes driving by were like yelling stuff...kinda freaky lol so we tried calling people...first we tried calling jared but we thought oh he's probably online...so we tried calling scott but he wouldn't pick up...and then we tried calling juan but he wouldn't pick up either...then we called marty lol it was cool though lol...but we decided that next time we go we're bringing the guys with us *BIG cheesy smile* anywho so yea that was my weekend lol literally...all i did on saturday was babysit and i had one of those nights were i just wanted someone....oh well and today i'm going to look for a headboard and foot board for my room ahh i'm sooo excited!! hehe k i gotta go get ready...peace out
Posted at 11:37 am by penguinphil
Apr 23, 2004
ewww...this is sooo sad!! it'll make you cry!!
Posted at 05:22 pm by penguinphil
Apr 22, 2004
so yeah i said iw as going to update AFTER easter but my gay ass sister took my computer home with her so i had to use the shitty one and it freezes up when ever i try to update so yeah i got my computer back and she screwed it up and deleted everything on my comptuer so i had to start over and yea long story so yeah not much as really happened last day of star testing SCORE!!!! lol umm oh and today i made a HUGE mistake...when i woke up i ate cereal and then i took my medicine and then i got ready to fast so i drank some coffee...and then yesterday my mom bought these MONDO energy drinks called "MONSTER!" lol and wehen i say mondo i mean MOOOONDO!!!!!!!!!!! *BIG cheesy smile* so yea i drank one of those today and like jessicaG says i'm like an energizer battery..i keep going and going and going =) muahaha anyways i'm gunna go eat peace out!! hehe
Posted at 04:46 pm by penguinphil
Apr 11, 2004
HAPPY EASTER!!!!!
*BIG cheesy smile*
i'll write about my weekend tomorrow lol
Posted at 11:36 am by penguinphil
Apr 7, 2004
friday....OMG it was soooo freaking boring!! i hate day on the green!! last year i fell off the stage and hurted my shoulder lol this year it was just plain boring and they freakin had us on lock down man!!! my mom couldn't even bring me my food!! lol then friday night me ale kristen and jessicaW went to river park and saw secret window!!! SOOOO creepy!!! lol HE ATE THEM hahahaha and then after we saw scott rory ray and a bunch of other people and we hung out till like 9 it was more fun then it sounds lol
sat....me and kayla went to the moives...we saw jersey girl very sad movie and yes i did cyr more than a few times...i'm a wimp but i really dont care lol then we went to target and had maybe a little to much fun lol then kayla spent the night lol
sun...we left for danville lol fuuuuuuuun stuff....thats really all we did though lol
mon...we went to six flags marine world sooo awsome!! lol there was hardly ANYONE there lol so yea we drove up and we saw this BIG green roller coaster and i was like uhhh i'm like goin on that AT ALL lol then we got inside and me and kayla went on it and omg it was sooooo awsome!! lol we went on it literally 15-20 or more lol in a row and we called ale and i put my phone in my pocket cause she wanted to be on the roller coaster with us lol she said all she heard was screaming and me yelling OMG IM DROOLING AGAIN!!!!! lol and i was!! and i was crying lol not cause i was scared but yea my eyes were just watering lol then we went on this other ride called the boomerang that one was cool to but the line was to long or we would have gone on it again lol then we went to this other roller coaster that LOOKED really fun but we got on it and it hurt my crotch my boobs and my ears lol no fun so we went on the green on a few more times and saw ver attractive guys *BIG cheesy smile* hehe
tues...we went to the exploratoium (sp) lol and i had umm just a little to much fun in there with my little cousin lol running around playing to science stuff!! how could you not have fun!!! lol then umm i forget where we went after that lol
wed...we went to breakfast and then we came home lol
i know not a ver good post but i'm tired i haven't been sleeping since last wend...not good...not good at all...but i should be able to sleep tonight *i hope* lol peace y'all
Posted at 09:03 pm by penguinphil
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